Current mood:	lethargic
Current music:	"baby blue"- The Early November

But is ok......nights like this are never ending
so life is confusing and really busy at the moment but whats new. school is really overwhelming and stressful... not to mention all the other things going on right now that i cannot straighten out. i am lonely now. for some reason. but im ok. just wish i had someone to talk to after a long day. and i know that friends are there and all that but sometimes you just want someone to love and share bad days with.

i got my licence in today. i look fat. i need to go on a diet bad. i have been steaming vegetables out the kiza lately. today it was fresh spinach. yummy yummy. i am packing my lunch now because i have been breaking my Aggie Bucks card...school food is so expensive. just like everything else at A&M. its so frustrating. i shoulda kept my job. even though i never had time to work. i just NEED spending money bad. i want spring clothes and shoes.

on a musical note... Armor for Sleep and Coheed and Cambria are coming to Austin on 3/20 and i am sooooooo excited. i absolutely cannnot wait. and Skylar Blue is playing at The Groove on Friday.. yeah! its gonna be so badass... i feel like i have not seen the SB boiz in forever. i really havent. school is my unchosen life. or i guess it is chosen.

so i got so drunk last thursday that i did not go to my first class on friday because i did not set my alarm when i got home. but i gotmy roommate to take me to my 10:50 class...in the same clothes that i went out in...lol EWWWWWWWWWW...anyways...then i went to my next class only to sit there for 20 minutes until i realized that the reason nobody was there was because it is my MONDAY?WEDNESDAY class. yeah i think i was still intoxicated. fun times fun times. i always wanna kick my ass in the morning.

i want to go to NY this summer so bad. any opinons on that? save money for a ticket is what i need to do. it would be great to finally meet some of my LJ girls. hmmmmm....i might be in summer school though.