Current mood:	restless
Current music:	Something Corporate- "Break Myself"

No one is listening
Man, I am so ready to be home for Christmas! I want Wednesday to be here so bad! I totally bombed my Calculus final today. It was literally the hardest test I think I have ever taken in my life. But oh well. I mean, I really studied and knew it the best I possibly could have so I really have no regrets.

I am just ready to get the hell outta dodge for a while. I have been so stressed out and I think is really starting to take a toll on my body. My hair has been falling out more and I have been breaking out a little. I NEVER break out. I know it seems like this is all I ever talk about but I just want to find a guy to chill and hang out with. I have my girls, but they are starting to all find people and it just gets lonely. Probably all this damn emo I listen to. LOL. I have this perfect guy in my mind and I am so determined to find him. I cannot wait. Even if he was just a friend, nothing romantic, it could be totally cool with me. I just want someone to go shopping, watch movies, and have a blast with.

But guys are weird. They just are. I have spend too many endless, long hours trying to figure fucked up shit out. Analyzing down to nothing. And its impossible. Dont get me wrong, and dont worry about me. Im not upset, I just have to vent every once in a while.

I did meet a guy at the bar Friday night. He was a bartender and his name was Mike. He was really cute, AWESOME body, tall and he got my number but hasnt called yet. Figures huh? He was so nice and gave me 2 free shots and stuff. I was kinda hype about it but I just hope I didnt act too tipsy. I really wasnt, but I do get kinda hyper and loud when I have had a bit to drink.

Anyways, I gotta make flashcards for my Accounting test. Its gonna blow, but u godda do what you godda do!

Oh yeah! And get ready cause next week after Christmas I will be able to put pics up all the time because I will have a digital camera! AHHHH Im so excited!




Lets get drunk
you can drive us to the harbor
wish upon a star
but do you know what stars are?

Something Corporate- "Down"